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Holy hell Twenty Six .......... I just still can't fathom. This year I am doing very differently ever since last year REALLY HIT ME HARD As in mentally or overthinking or maybe just quarter fucking life crisis IDK I decided to turn off the social media birthday reminder bullshit And I can truly see who is there or maybe it's just a way to feel good knowing hey, people might just not remember your birthday rather than knowing people KNOWS but they just truly don't give a shit about you... you know what I mean. & you know what, it really helps. I don't feel as beaten and I actually love the low key-ness. I know. I fucking know people care about me. Just the birthday wishes thing kinda turned me off when I remember people's birthday and they don't fucking do the same, you know You will be like, "OMG you fucking drama queen STFU" I keep telling myself that too don't worry HAHA ...... Okay back