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I remember when I was younger, I thought anyone that is over 23 years old seemed so mature and steady, having it all figured out. But for me, right after I turned 22, I felt like I sorta stopped growing. Birthdays have just been really just-another-ordinary-day and lesser friends or acquaintances wishing me as each year goes by. To be honest, it kinda hurts because it makes me wonder if people just don't give a shit about you anymore or? So much FOMO going on as each birthdays gone by. Am I really worthy? Do I not really matter anymore? It really sucks when I kinda measure up to the importance of myself comparing to others. I have just been really emotional knowing I AM FREAKING 25 and wtf am I doing with my life. Damn that social media is toxic but somehow, it does help in knowing where I stand. .... I no longer wanting to wish for anything because it just doesn't measure up to what I wanted. Especially after being at this