Memorable but Not-So-Rewarding Pasts;

Had a scroll through my Facebook convos and the more I scrolled,

 the more I felt like I have no clue why was I the way I was before.

I did not like what and how I was before.

I felt so distant.

Don't get me wrong, 

there were some really good memories of certain people but they can only stay in the pasts.

I always get nostalgic over memories about people that I used to talk or hang out back then,

as I came across their posts and see how well they are doing;

Somehow I get so bitter that I was not part of their journey anymore.

It's sad, it really is.

HOWEVER, those feelings aside once in a blue moon,

I have changed so much and I am safe to say,

I like myself the way I am right now.

Not so much on the social skills/life side, but at least I have learned so much. 

Especially about my comfort zone and circle,

To keep it small and simple.

This is what I needed right now.