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Adulthood F-ing Sucks | VENT

Not sure if it's just me but as each year goes by,  the more I dread adulthood. First of all it's the friendship . I have no clue on what's real anymore. Or more like if there's still friendship left? I am not targeting anyone in particular because maybe it was my fault that people felt like I am not gonna be there for them (?) who knows. So I learn how to be alone and perhaps.. a little too comfortable that I forgot how to function in groups. Also in the recent years, I fucking hate myself during group outings. I dread small talks. I became fucking awkward and I just can't deal with it. I get fucking anxious. Also, it gets quite confusing knowing who will actually stand by your side and who's not. If only mind games doesn't exist. SIGHHHH I am just really annoyed at myself. Pardon me for all the rants. Sending you the negative vibes ...  I needed some place to vent and this is the only space that I can do it freely. without w